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A coming of age, I can't forget about you,
Bring me back to that place, With my back to your wall
Back in your room, Backwards in space with the past on a pause
like time doesn't move, in a silent escape
We would hide from the truth, always blind to the pain
Finding a beautiful death, I truthfully don't know what do with my head
We were together and lonely but now its all gone and only the music is left
A coming of age,
A coming of age
A coming of age,
A coming of age
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yea all good things come to an end, but I can't let this get under my skin
I know we'll never be lovers again, and its how I know that love is a myth
At least in my case, turned my world sideways, eyes glazed
Monday through friday
On the weekends we'd get the greenest weed lit an let the highs fade, blind dates..
I didn't know you then, and I don't know you now
Im getting over this, but Im so full of doubts
You built me up, then brought me down
I killed the trust, then taught you how
To spill your guts and offer self,
like I do--try that--I knew it was cuffing my youth--tied hands
Twisted like a typhoon, sicker than the swine flu, Kissing under white moons--skys black
Tried to figure out why you'd want to die too while you were putting your knife through--my back
I had always held you close, Said you'd always be there thats what helped the most
all the times, drowning in my selfish hope, desperately trying to keep myself afloat
A coming of age, I can't forget about you,
Bring me back to that place, With my back to your wall
Back in your room, Backwards in space with the past on a pause
like time doesn't move,
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What if I was never even here in the first place?
Would it make any difference to their surveys?
Wings spreading, but Im stuck in this bird cage
Whatever, life is just a blue sky that turns grey
Most of the earth's face was beautiful, fine up until my muse lied
My two eyes fell for somebody's cruel mind, habitually two timed
Too many times to count, was finding out where the truth hides
Yeah like everything coming from a liars mouth carries two sides
So confused by a sense of removed spite and
the numerous contusions on my bruised pride
I'd abuse a new vice, every other moon rise, outta body too high
Head buzzed, been coming down definitely faster than I went up
The whole thing was a setup, I've been missing my ex-love
Now every flings a sex crush, like Im addicted to that flesh drug
Less trust more habit, more to get some--reaction outta the pretentious
Living on my last ten bucks for like the last ten months
Careless actions, years are passing, yea the last ten sucked
Hatchets to bury,(bury, bury) habits to break (break, break)
Madness to marry,(marry marry) passion to thank
and you know what they say
New day, old skin. I want to let it all out
Empty myself, got nothing left to hold in
No recognition, No reward, No risk
The seasons keep coming and going and going Im gone..
Im gone, Im gone
..
What was I thinking trying to chase dreams?
Well I musta thought that it would all taste sweet
Wanted to get caught up in some great things
Wasn't aware of the nightmare that was awaiting
Like fuck, it makes me wonder what the price was*
Longer nights with songs to write about life stuff*
Eyes sunk, tight lungs, Gave it all away for a stage and mic rust
just to wake and ride bus, Subtlety underplay this life rut
Been dealing with dry funds, just feeling out life's bumps
Yea been nibbling on the pie crust, unbiased another visionary with blind trust
Distressed, still can't remember how I got myself into this mess
Piss stench, Ripped threads rolling with holy pockets nobody to impress
Im not in the business of rich men, but I know the minutes you invest
More often than not condition your interest, had my innocence misled
Once upon a grin spread, My rotten integrity was only getting grittier
Thin stretched across my lips wet, hasn't gotten any prettier since then
To the common city stranger, do you think your story matters?
Would it make any difference if they knew you before and after?
Skim through the important chapters.. before your heart was drugged
and after the scars of love, composure gathered but its hard to trust
Hatchets to bury,(bury, bury) habits to break (break, break)
Madness to marry,(marry marry) passion to thank
and you know what they say
New day, old skin. I want to let it all out
Empty myself, got nothing left to hold in
No recognition, No reward, No risk
The seasons keep coming and going and going Im gone..
Im gone, Im gone
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Sick (prod. by Bake$ale)
02:53
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Im sick of existing inside of, an over emotionally controlled mind fuck
Where every thought and action, cause habit to blind us, (twisted in a mix)
Twisted in a mix of busy business with flimsy opinions and a bit tied up oblivious to what time does
The seconds waste, We're led astray, from a precious age in our arrogant america
my parents took care of and did they're absolute best to raise my radical mental state
to a better place and generate a general sense of ethical depth
but Ego's swell and entertain our evil and self centered brains to level the head
so I went rebel and left, dipped from the crib, figured I'd settle for less
Sending em texts, like mama, papa let your birdie leave the nest, dont worry
I've got wings to spread, I need excessive indulgence in drama weed and sex
check the reality, living check to check, never took a second look at the textbooks
but I never put down the pen, pushed it to the paper, pages ripped and wasted
learning my limitations in a journal of innovation, Its crazy
Five years ago I was 18, slick and anxious to break away from safety and embrace it
break away from the equation
break away from structure--
break away from supervision--
Big-headed, fearless with selective hearing, If I'd choose to listen, it was meant sincerely
Too many confessions buried, I was loosing interest in this world, in myself, in a cooler image
but refused to give in, moving in and outta temporary tenant housing, when I think about it
Not much has changed, Im still underpaid, and kinda crowded for comfort space but I allow it
Stomach aches comes by the hour, In my younger days I just wanted to run away but I doubt it
would've empowered independence or freedom
wishful thinking isn't for thinkers wishing without reason, as of recent this indecent delinquent has been
piecing together dreams, to gather peace and rarely sleeping
carefully breathing meaning through this music, the truth is
I've been feeling useless-
trying to describe... the time frame that my entire life changed
I managed to find fate inside blind dates with destiny, testing me--insight made a mess of me
death in threes, ecstasy, debt and bleaker mind states sending me to my grave
side tracked by cash flux and migraines, resilient and irate,
begging for brilliance, I'd still fill the stanzas with my pain
Life is a playground, I sit on the swings
Life is a let down, I snipped off the strings
I was a puppet with puppy dog eyes
and a pin point description of addiction, symptoms lingering
under fog skies, thunder songs cry, flick my cigarette
nose runny roads bumpy, just another nobody adjusting, vomit and lay low
Enjoying a walk in the rain soaked, its calming and tranquil,
to God Im unfaithful, but Im still exploiting and stalking his angels
some ubiquity above must love the humility I trust (TRUST) solid and fatal
What the fucks wrong with me, Im no longer the same soul
The confidence fades slow, like oh bother, pondering my incompetence
shake rolled, doctoring the ganja hits, stay stoned
no stops on the way home but I still feel
My breeds on the brink of extinction lost and unstable
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uhhh..
Totally tongue tied, feeling down today
and having trouble looking on the upside
Holding on to the hope just doesn't suffice, when
You've been holding onto a ghost of someone unkind
and I just can't figure out how to flip this frown
Suppose Im probably just too proud, or too uptight
Life is but a joke, to which nobody wrote a punch line
So funny I must of forgot to laugh, yeah no one ever
taught me to how drop the act, never took off the mask
Jim Carey, SSSSSSSSSSSSSmokin on that ganja grass
Swear Im not as crazy as Im coming off-- Common Man
Stressing, check to check, rent and debt, no pocket cash
Guess I shouldn't have slept through my economics class
Fuck your credentials, I never wanted to be a college grad
I just wanna mic, I just want some fans
I just want your eyes, I just wanna rap
There are five aspects of a powerful voice,
The first- Breathing
The second-Resonance
The third- Articulations
The fourth aspect- Silence
The fifth thing- All human languages
(Its a dangerous thing)
All human languages
have a way showing certainty
and a way of showing doubt
uh
'nnunciate speak slow, while others stare
Im struggling just tryin' to understand people
Shoulders seem cold, when whats occurring in
the world whirlwinds your emotions into heat stroke
Makes my temper flare, yeah you're never there
Its like you just disappeared, or just keep low
Im extending my network, seeing how far the reach goes
I want handshakes and hands to help, put together the
puzzle pieces of my damaged self, under this magic spell
Abra-kadabra socials, so distracted in a go go gadget realm
Swear Im not as crazy as Im coming off-- So fasten belts
Yea take a ride to the place my pride and passion fell
Realized reality isn't a basket of daffodils
Carpe diem, like there's no tomorrow, play in traffic still
I just want the lights, I just want on mass appeal
I just want your eyes, I just wanna rap it real
There are five aspects of a powerful voice,
The first- Breathing
The second-Resonance
The third- Articulations
The fourth aspect- Silence
The fifth thing- All human languages
(Its a dangerous thing)
All human languages
have a way of showing certainty
and a way of showing doubt
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Verse 1:
If living's whatever you make it, than dying's wherever your grave is
They'll tell ya stick to the basics, I say miss me with that vague shit
Your circumstance of blame sits, hand in hand with picking favorites
Some how I found my place in, a world that forgets the nameless
I'll be well over your heads, long after Im under your feet
Yea I've been holding my breath, out of love for this scene
Critics'll go for your neck, while they're crushing ya dreams
Nobodies showing respect, so why the fuck should I speak
Hook:
Found a new beginning, and refuse to cherish the end
You aren't here for me now, and you weren't there for me then
Blood, sweat, and tears as transparent as the air in my chest
Ya'll can refer to me as Common Purpose cause Gary is dead
yea yea yea
Gary is Dead
yea yea yea
Gary is Dead
Verse 2:
Ch-Ch-Choking on flem, lungs coughs up the smoke in my chest
Looking like love loss, hopeless at best, devoted to less, I owe on the rent
My home is a mess, I must come off as some sort of joke to my friends
Sorry ya'll but life shouldnt revolve around the amount I gross in ya checks
What you didn't think I didn't notice that Im mostly a wreck, socially inept
Most mornings Im ignoring the informal unavoided ghost in my bed, wake to chase dreams
between cream dames, nicotine and weed, embrace the assortment of copious meds
Abnormally lonely and stressed but still breathing conformity overly blessed
So don't say a prayer for me, just say you'll be there for me
When its all said and done, say my words were your therapy
Hook:
Found a new beginning, and refuse to cherish the end
You aren't here for me now, and you weren't there for me then
Blood, sweat, and tears as transparent as the air in my chest
Ya'll can refer to me as Common Purpose cause Gary is dead
yea yea yea
Gary is Dead
yea yea yea
Gary is Dead
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Man, I know its eating you up, It eats at me too
But what should we do? This world aint doing
Nothing for either of us, No one is believing in us,
but nobody needs to
yeah nobody, nobody
Man, last weekend was rough
My plans were weak from the jump
On edge ever since, wednesday
Haven't been sleeping enough
Man, I've been taking chances
Dragging my dreams in the mud
Out to the lake, speaking in tongues
Im unsure if its worth the chase
When Im hurting the people I love
Shit I don't see 'em as much as I can
Like man, the reasons are fucked
Its harder for them to understand
To an artist, the easel's a drug
1000 phrases leak from my brush
Ponder ways the seasons will flux
Color me a calm shade of autumn
Devious rust -orange, golden yellow
and torn scarlet- features that blush
on the page, but more on my face like
Pieces of us, Losing loose leaves by the month
Absolutely no sound leaving my mouth
Turn the trees into dust, burn the greed from my lungs
Man, Im not one to gamble with the past
But lately I've been cheating my luck
A lady that'll cheapen her bluff with the bat of a lash,
So I put it all back down on the track
Man, maybe there's no means to discuss
Just another sad sorry ending for me to confront
Man, I know..
Man, I know its eating you up, It eats at me too
But what should we do? This world aint doing
Nothing for either of us, No one is believing in us
but nobody needs to..
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Common Purpose:
Breathing techniques, Bring out the team for a feeding frenzy
Taking shit by brain storm, wait for haters to reap their envy
You wont catch us on your radar, one way or
Another we're getting our credit cause we take charge (yeah)
Put it where its due, competitor aren't comparable,
They're diction is terrible, I breathe bars
They barley drool gimmicks, you cant compare the two
Dont compare us to the vets, Cause we're on some next
No disrespect but I contest any narrow views
Critics need to jump off the dick here's a parachute
Pick a scenario, unless you pricks are too scared to choose
(I've got) six million ways to kill your career in booth
My literature gets at ya similar to how a pistols barrel shoots
Lyrical miracle mother fucka tearing through
Directly to the point, Something heavenly blessed me with a voice
Unfortunately for emcees it sent me to destroy (Listen to me)
Bomb with knowledge not a novice, got them cocky rhymers
rethinking dropping projects with copied concepts and sloppy homage
Who's ready for war?
They aint ready
Who's ready for war?
They aint ready
If you're not ready now
Then you probably wasn't ready before
They aint ready for more
So who's ready for more?
They ain't ready
Who's ready for more?
If you're digging the sound
Sit tight and get ready for (war)
You saying this, You saying that
I come correct to resurrect that real rap
These fake cats ain't ready for war (ain't ready for war)
I'm ready for combat, my lyrics will contrast
You'll finish last and you're number one
But I'm the real one, (I'm the real one)
Your simple thoughts keep you simple minded
Remind me how a mime is, you should be (silent)
But I'm deadly I'm ready for Armageddon I'm a lethal weapon with a pen
Writing your death sentences, did I forget to mention
(We da best) put it to the test with bakesale banger
Game change up, blow your whole range up back up
Back up, Danger, Danger in your area..
Who's ready for war?
They aint ready
Who's ready for war?
They aint ready
If you're not ready now
Then you probably wasn't ready before
They aint ready for more
So who's ready for more?
They ain't ready
Who's ready for more?
If you're digging the sound
Sit tight and get ready for (war)
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